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What gets me is, I don't know anything about her. We manage to be together for a few moments and then off she goes. Sometimes we have a wonderful time together and other times it's no fun at all. But I got to be with her.
''Talking to a boy who liked you made you anxious?'' ''Doesn't it make everyone anxious?''I asked. ''Isn't that a universal sentiment?You know sweaty palms,shallow breathing,the symptoms of love?''
I must admit,her every word captivated me. Her stories, her fears, her smile, her perfect eyes; all of these took me prisoner and refused to set me free. But I liked it. I basked in everything that was her, and gloried in every inch of her being. I loved the way she looked to me to make things better. I only wish I could have been the savior she expected me to be.
Once my heart was captured, reason was shown the door, deliberately and with a sort of frantic joy. I accepted everything, I believed everything, without struggle, without suffering, without regret, without false shame. How can one blush for what one adores? George Sand
I was just gonna say I could imagine a life with you being a series of ups and downs, lights and shadows, some irritation, but very much happiness.

''You're the only girl I've seen for a long time that actually did look like something blooming.''
When did your sparkle turn to fire and your warmth become desire Oh, what miracle has made you the way you are
I remember telling him about how I admired his smoothness and grace as he jumped over the hurdles OneTwoThreeAir and the time I heard him cheering for me and how I couldn't believe it because that meant that I existed in his world if only for a short while but it meant so much to me because I respected and yes even loved him even though logic and reason told me I had no business feeling that way about him but I didn't care no I loved him and I wanted him to know it not because I expected him to reciprocate even though I really really wanted him to but because if someone ever loved me in that pure way I would want to know about it.
''Please stop smirking!'' she demanded,stabbing out a cigarette.''I do say my prayers.'' ''I'm not smirking.I'm smiling.You're the most amazing person.''♥
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| A kiss that is never tasted, is forever and ever wasted. Billie Holiday I'm a fool to want you.Pity me, I need you.I know it's wrong, it must be wrong.But right or wrong I can't get along without you "Here's a guy that's wholesome and fresh. To us, he looks like a freak. Do you know what he told me tonight? He said when he gets married, he wants to carry his bride over the threshold in his arms... I tried to laugh, but I couldn't. It stuck in my throat... He's got goodness, Mabel. Do you know what that is?... No, of course you don't. We've forgotten. We're too busy being smart alecks. Too busy in a crazy competition for nothing." ''What did you think?'' ''Just what it would be like,if he liked me.'' ''What would it be like?'' ''Like everything was easy,''I said after a minute ''Like everything was simple" "You have everything it takes to make a lovely woman except the one essential: an understanding heart. And without that you might just as well be made of bronze." The Kolker sat beside her.Did you ever love me? She turned her head from him.No,never. I've always loved you,he told her I'm sorry for you You're a terrible person I know,she said I just wanted you to know that I know that Well,know that I do He ran the back of his hand up with her cheek,with the pretense of wiping away sweat.Do you think you could ever love me? I don't think so Because I'm not good enough It's not like that Because I'm not smart No Because you couldn't love me Because I couldn't love you To experience the loneliness of soul is the hardest thing in the world. Brigitte Bardot And that laugh that wrinkles your nose, it touches my foolish heart. Alicia: This is a very strange love affair. Devlin: Why? Alicia: Maybe the fact that you don't love me. 'Cause I'll always miss her whenever she goes and I'll always need her more than she could ever need me. I need someone to ease my mind but sometimes a someone is so hard to find
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| I really do,it's so delicious! Sorry for not updating,enjoy! ''Everything about you is perfect.'' ''I'm too thin! And my ears stick out, and my teeth are crooked and my neck's much too long.'' ''Maybe so, but I love the way it all hangs together''
I didn't know how I felt about him, but I did know that I wanted him to like me. I couldn't take the shock of seeing him.
Great loves too must be endured. Coco Chanel “You're like some marvelous, distant, well, queen, I guess. You're so cool and fine and always so much your own. There's a kind of beautiful purity about you, Tracy, like, like a statue.” “George...” “Oh, it's grand, Tracy. It's what everybody feels about you. It's what I first worshipped you for from afar.” “I don't want to be worshipped. I want to be loved.” ''And I never saw until now how much in love with him you are.'' ''I'll get over it.'' ''Why would anyone want to get over the one thing you hope for from the minute you're born and remember until the day you die?'' ''I'll get over it.'' ''Why? Because it's the greatest reward that woman or man can have on this earth? To love and to be loved?''
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| ''You can kiss me now,you idiot,''

I can hear the sounds of violins long before it begins.Make me thrill as only you know how.Sway me smooth, sway me now

''She is the most wonderful girl in the world.'' ''Is she pretty?'' ''She has such ideals and such a viewpoint on things...that she's so far above the girls you meet today, there's no comparison.'' ''So she is not so very pretty?'' ''Don't say that.''

It's either the bravest thing I have ever done or the most idiotic.And I suddenly realize how hard it is to tell the difference.

''She's in love.'' ''Wouldn't she rather be dead?''

You're not at all the funny,awkward little girl I knew.Oh no, overnight theres been a breathless change in you.
Clang, clang, clang went the trolley.Ding, ding, ding went the bell.Zing, zing, zing went my heartstrings.From the moment I saw him I fell. Chug, chug, chug went the motor.Bump, bump, bump went the brake.Thump, thump, thump went my heartstrings.When he smiled I could feel the car shake

''You know it's love when you start talking like an assassin."
''I realize now I can exist.She makes me want to exist.''
One baby to another,I'm lucky to have met you
Big girls need big diamonds.♥
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| S'wonderful.,s'marvelous that you should care for me. As he shouted out all my favorite things,they seemed so cheap to me.They paled in comparison to my desire to be with him. Say "nightie night" and kiss me.Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me.While I'm alone and blue as can be.Dream a little dream of me You’re beautiful.Every little piece, love, don’t you know?You’re really gonna be someone, ask anyone.When you find everything you’ve looked for I hope your life leads you back to my door.But if it doesnt, stay beautiful  Why, she lights up like a firefly whenever you're around.  He said,''God,you're so weird,''and then he kissed me. Compared to her,I don't have much to offer,besides nicer legs.But maybe I could be the wacky,unpredictable girl:the kind who always fascinates more conservative men in the movies.Maybe I could derail him from his straight-arrow path and make him fall madly in love with my quircky free spirit.  How do you think I feel? I haven't slept. I feel sick, like there's something in my stomach -- fluttering.  You are my lucky star.I saw you from afar.Two lovely eyes at me, they where gleaming,beaming ''You love this monkey - don't you?'' ''What do you think?''♥
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